Practicing of late has been… a drag. I have a bit of insomnia which always messes with me, along with the usual shoulder issues. Got some scans and no tears or impinged nerves so I guess I hope the physio is knowledgeable and I can exercise my way out of it.
I’ve been reviewing my footage to see what any recurring issues are. Tension in my fretting hand is a big one, I still push hard enough to bend strings when I’m really focussing / struggling. I also forget to hold myself up when I’m really focussing on something, so I gradually hunch over the guitar, which throws off my proprioception, already an issue for me and my stretchy nervous system. Probably messes with the shoulder, too.
One thing the footage has reminded me of is that I do have good moments and successes in my sessions, but I tend to focus on the stuff I’m messing up, probably due to wanting to improve but also because the stuff I’m getting right is stuff I should be getting right at this point.
Anyway, as it’s been a while, and a frustrating one at that, I’m gonna compile a little video with some of the stuff I’ve been doing, with earlier and the most recent footage from the last couple of weeks, so I can see the improvements. Also, since I happily chat away with myself like I’m another person, I’ll probably include some of that if it’s relevant / amusingly loony, for levity. This will force me to look at more of my practice, and then I can also delete some videos from my hard drive.
I will say this evening I managed to do the riffs, although looking like I was struggling a lot, a lot easier on my hand, like less tension, and it’s not gonna look like it but with a little less flighty fingers. Also had a crack at a couple of songs I’ve been doing, Take It Easy by The Eagles and The Story by Brandi Carlile, and both have improved. I remembered to sing along half way through The Story and was able to do so without mucking up much so my right hand is pretty good on its own with old faithful, although I already knew that I guess.
Gonna have to practice her original version since it has a barre chord in it, although that fast strumming really sets my shoulder on fire atm.
I think I’ve posed a couple of questions in my recordings as I’ve been going, too, but forgot them since I haven’t been reviewing, so some of those might be included, too.
Maybe I’ll spend some time tomorrow stitching stuff together. I’m not particularly patient so it’ll be good for me!
Also: one month away from the Hozier concert! Still wild to me that I’m going to a concert at all. Seems fake tbh.