Nate's Learning Log

Starting one of these to keep track of things.

I’m a touch over 20yrs into this guitar thing and have made more progress over the past 9 months than I’ve made cumulatively over the past two decades. In 2023, I started to get motivated to pick my guitar up again. I have no idea why I didn’t get this motivation during the pandemic when I had more time. But a couple of years ago I started on a journey of personal improvement.

I was beginning to suspect ADHD was a problem for me, as I’d been having memory and executive function problems with work. I got myself evaluated and got a pretty lengthy report of things. Interestingly, I performed much better than average on a lot of things, but on a few key aspects of mental function, I scored significantly lower. It wasn’t an actual diagnosis of anything, just a documentation of symptoms, if you will. Symptoms consistent with ADHD. I tried some non-medical behavioral intervention stuff for awhile and made a little bit of progress before hitting the wall. At that point I decided to head back to my doctor and talk about my medical options. My doctor set me up with a prescription and that helped me out a lot. I started to work through some of the issues I had with work and worked my way up to “Leading Performer” status in my annual review.

The whole time, my desire to pick up the guitar again began to grow. One of my previous issues was an inability to stick to any kind of practice routine. I just needed to figure out how I was going to approach things this time. I had tried private lessons in the past, as well as a group class at the local community college. My other challenge is that my finger dexterity (or lack thereof) of my left hand makes progress go somewhat slowly. The private instructors didn’t really have a good scaffolded solution for this. And the group class just went too fast for me to keep up.

I spent several months looking at my options. I did a good bit of reading, considering building my own practice routine from scratch, and then pitched that idea because there’s just too much I didn’t know how to handle for teaching/learning music.

I started looking at online options. I ended up settling on TrueFire with their “Black Friday” sale. I bought a handful of lessons that I expected would keep me busy for at least 6mo or so and got to work. Their free intro lesson definitely hit on the kind of left hand finger dexterity and chord changing progressions I needed. I worked my way through those lessons and felt like I was making some pretty solid progress. I was learning lots of bits and pieces of things but not really focusing on anything in particular.

I was adding quite a few new chords, some strumming variations, even got into arpeggios, a little bit of single string melody work, and a bit of finger picking. I started to feel like I was missing some things, though. For one, all the songs I was playing were simplified and not really the “whole” songs. It was more than just a riff, but it still wasn’t quite the whole song. At this point, TrueFire also wasn’t doing anything with those ubiquitous songsheets. I’ve ranted about these in a couple other spots on this forum, so I won’t do that here. I was spending my time working with tabs and standard musical notation. Which is good, but also didn’t really help me with learning to play new songs outside of these lessons. I felt like I had learned enough technique and chords that I should be able to start trying to play with others.

My wife picked up ukulele around the beginning of the year and has been singing while she plays and has also been attending jams with other people on a pretty regular basis. She is actually in Nashville, TN right now at a ukulele festival learning new stuff and jamming with people. She’s been wanting to play with me for awhile. She hears what I am playing and has been getting pretty insistent lately.

I also tried attending a local guitar jam group’s meeting awhile back. That was a hot mess. I had NO idea what to do in the jam circle. Song sheets were handing out and the group just dove right on in full speed. There was no slow playthrough to get folks warmed up first. There was no instructional time for beginners (even though I broke off with the “beginners” circle). I was lost. I knew I needed to change my lesson focus.

I was starting to work on slash chords in the TrueFire lessons and I decided that this was probably a good time to stop adding tons of extra chords and new techniques and to start working on consolidating what I’ve learned so far and working on those sorts of big picture things like playing with others, using song sheets, and SINGING with my playing.

At that point I started up some of Justin’s lessons. A lot of it was repeats of things I’ve already worked through. Just done in a different context or with different language. It looks like the stuff I’ve worked on through TrueFire puts me near the end of Justin’s Grade 1 or into Grade 2 beginner stuff. Though Justin does cover some stuff in Grade 1 that TrueFire doesn’t, so I’ve been working on that, too.

Justin’s song lessons are what I’m spending the most time on right now, honestly. I like how he breaks them up by level, gives you an easy strum first, and then builds on that easy strum. He also throws in the song sheets AND the tabs, so I’m starting to familiarize myself with using those. I like the way he uses the song sheets, too, in that he writes down the chord for each bar/measure you play it (so when you play it for several bars in a row, he writes it that way). So I’ll start with the video and the tab to get the rhythm down, then switch over to using the song sheet as I get comfortable using these. It’s helping a TON!

This isn’t really helping much with some of my other goals, though. So I reached out to a local business that does some really awesome instructional work (man, I live in such a rad city with a great music culture) and signed up for some private lessons. I’ll be going to my first one in a few weeks after I get home from a short vacation. Hopefully now that I’m where I am in my learning path, I’ll be able to make the progress I am looking for. I think my goals are pretty reasonable at this point.

This uke fest my wife is attending right now is her 2nd one of the year. Lol. As a result, I’ve been keeping track of similar opportunities for guitar and I’ve found a few that are reasonably close by. A couple of them are very local. And if I ever want to dive into learning to play bluegrass guitar, one of them has a bluegrass focus where Billy Strings attends every year as a participant.

She also participates in an online uke group who records themselves playing songs on youtube and shares them among the group. She wants me to start participating in these whenever I can get up to the point that I can play with others. She got a bunch of recording gear so she could make better recordings for these. So she transitioned from recording everything with her phone to now having a Focusrite Scarlet, a condenser mic, a better video camera, and a bunch of new software.

I’ve met a handful of her local uke friends she jams with on weekends, and they’re trying to get me to switch to a baritone uke. I’m not going to switch, but I might add one when I feel like I am comfortable with guitar. For that matter, they’re pretty welcoming of guitars in their jams, so as I’m learning to play with others, that’s certainly a practice opportunity for me.

7 Likes

Cool introduction. Insteresting story as well. Welcome.

I have a lot of similar ADHD issues. Yeah It blows but its managable and can even be an asset in many types of careers and hobbies.

It sounds like your wife is fired up. I wish my wife walked in the door with a bunch of recording equipment and It is also way cool that you have opportunities to play with others. Good luck and keep at it. When my ADHD kicks in doing guitar, i just go with it but I do something else on guitar,maybe transcribe,do finger style stuff, just something different.

Great story and glad to have ya here at JG’s

1 Like

Good to hear you making great progress, in life and with guitar, Nate.

1 Like

The wife and I have musical background that go back a ways, and hers is significantly stronger than mine. She was a drum major (and flute player) in her high school marching band, and several years ago was in a community flute choir and did concerts and such.

I played trumpet for a couple years in middle school and then later in college took a piano class for my art credit. I occasionally browse various marketplace sites looking at used trumpets and keyboards (there goes the ol ADHD). But no, gotta stick out the guitar.

My ADHD symptoms didn’t really become prominent until after a major illness 15yrs ago. Looking back, I think I always had them, but other characteristics obscured them. And that major illness stripped away some of those obscuring characteristics and coping mechanisms I’d developed over the years. I suspect it’s one reason why I was never able to break into my 1st choice career path. And they’re not exactly an asset in the career path I ended up in.

I’ve been making attempts at Justin’s “Wish You Were Here” song lesson on and off. There’s a couple things about it that are really frustrating. It’s one of his older lessons, so the video quality isn’t as good (only a single camera view, too) and there are a couple details in the intro that are really hard for me to pick out. I think his teaching style was probably still a work in progress and a couple of moments he zips right through. And of course those are the moments I keep needing to replay and still not quite absorb.

THEN there’s the fact that for this one, the tabs that accompany the song don’t exactly reflect what Justin is doing (seems like it’s the strums between the picked notes that differ). No doubt they’re more “accurate” to the actual song but it’s frustrating for me, as I’m a very visual sort of person, and I want to see what Justin is actually doing written down so I can absorb it at my pace.

This might be one of those cases where I need to write it down so I can keep it straight. I know Justin suggests starting with Part 2 and the strumming portion first, but I’m a “start to finish” type. Of course, none of it is “hard” per se. Once I figure out what I’m supposed to be doing, it’s not hard to actually do it. It’s just that there are a couple of moments in the video that Justin hits you with rapidfire items to do.

1 Like

Had my first lesson with a new private instructor today. Given that some of my goals are longer-term and will take some work (playing with others, singing, utilizing song sheets, etc), my instructor opted to work on one of my shorter-term goals, learning more songs that use skills I’ve covered already.

Today he introduced the first verse of the Beatles’ version of Blackbird, which is a fingerpicking song I’ve wanted to play for a really long time. It’s a lot easier than I thought it’d be. I was able to play through all the parts (albeit slowly) by the end of our lesson, so now it’s just a matter of getting more comfortable with it and picking up the speed. I’ve only just touched on fingerpicking so far, so the new pattern feels a good bit weird and I fumble with it a bit.

The notation he used to write it down for me is a little different than I’m accustomed to, but it makes sense once it’s described and I have time to sit on it and think about it.

3 Likes

I’m a few lessons in with the private instructor now. I’m working on cleaning up Blackbird and I’ve played it enough times that I’ve nearly got the whole thing memorized at this point. When I have it fairly comfortably memorized where I don’t have to think about what comes next, I’ll start working on increasing the tempo so I can play along with the original recording. I’m getting there. My wife is starting to get antsy about doing a duet with me on this song. We’ve had a couple false starts on duets before this, but it sounds like she wants this one to be “the one” we do for real for the first time. I’m not sure what her plan is to play with her ukulele yet. She’s definitely going to sing. Not sure if she’ll try fingerpicking along and multitracking her own voice or if she plans to strum chords and sing at the same time. I certainly can’t sing and play guitar yet, but she wants to record it eventually to put on her youtube channel. If it fits, I might multitrack my own vocals in so I don’t have to sing and play.

Last week, my instructor started me on Dust in the Wind. I’ve got just a couple bars I’m working on and that’s taking me a minute. Fingerpicking with my ring finger is a new thing for me, and so I’m having to pace myself as I build up a callus there. I’m right on the edge of a tiny blister on it, but it’s at the point where it goes away fairly quickly still. Trying not to go so long on it that I get past that and have to stop working on it altogether until it heals.

I’ve spent the past week focusing on getting the rhythm for this fingerpicking pattern and then starting on the easier chord changes. Those feel pretty good at this point. So I think I’m going to have my instructor hold off on adding more to the song this afternoon and focusing on the more challenging chord changes in the next week.

Getting an instructor at this point was the right decision. I’ve learned lots of bits and pieces and but haven’t really put them together into a whole song before this. I was just getting into information overload trying to weed through ALL guitar music to figure out what songs I should learn and fill in the missing pieces.

My wife and I are both learning that our brains work differently from other people’s. At the ukulele jams and open mics she likes to attend, a lot of people are totally baffled by the fact that she is able to memorize songs such that she doesn’t need to have the chords or lyrics in front of her. She does when learning the song, but eventually gets to the point where that’s not necessary. I’m the same way. But apparently a lot of people can’t ever get themselves there. My instructor has mentioned it to me as being a beneficial thing to do, but he’s now seen that I am able to get there without too much agonizing, he doesn’t mention it anymore.

My instructor is also kinda horrified that there are “beginner” guitar groups that hand out song sheets for people to play from. “It’s not enough information!” I totally agree! I think I’ve found an instructor that’s going to work for me. Now, since it happens so much and that’s not something I’m going to be able to change, I need to figure out how to adapt to it if I want to have anything to do with any of these groups.

My instructor also has me doing practice with barre chords. Right now, I’m pretty much just working on the “E” shape stuff, which conveniently includes that pesky F chord. I can eventually get it with a clean tone, but it takes me a good amount of time to set it up and get my fingers into place. No songs with it yet, but I’m certain he has something in mind for later.

2 Likes

I tried attending another jam on Saturday. This one was a smaller group of my wife’s ukulele friends. They aren’t picky about what instruments show up. There was a guy with a mandolin there, also.

There were a couple aspects of the group that made it work a lot better for me than the guitar jam I attended earlier (and which frustrated me). First off, I think that the group size was the biggest factor. This group on Saturday was probably 1/4 the size of the guitar group months ago. That alone made it sound a whole lot less chaotic. Plus, about 1/4 of this group was playing really tight so the rhythm was VERY definite and easy to follow. There was also a u-bass in the group which made the rhythm even easier to find. Even if I didn’t know the song or the chord changes were too complex for me to hit at the song tempo, I was able to just do muted strums with the rhythm.

There were a few songs I was able to play along with, also. One of them threw a wrinkle at me that I had to adapt to, and I handled it pretty well! Someone wanted to play Jolene, which is a song I’ve been practicing from Justin’s song lessons. The group started playing it with 8th notes instead of the quarter notes I’ve been practicing, so that was a fun little changeup.

Finally, I think one thing that helped a lot was that even the very skilled players kept their embellishments under control. While they were playing with the group, everything sounded like it was meant to be played together. Then occasionally 2 or 3 people would break off into a little instrumental jam and then go back to the regular song. They went around the group with each person picking a song, and that person would lead it. So unlike that guitar group where the leader was going a little bonkers with embellishments such that it was hard for me to identify the underlying rhythm, this one was definitely more accommodating for beginners.

I work many Saturdays so I will not be able to attend this jam very often, but I will certainly be willing to go in the future. It also helps me identify factors that I should look for in other jams. That guitar group has one or two small group jams that meets on other days that I should probably take a look at. I might be able to keep up a bit better with less chaos.

It appears that I need to sit down to learn some of the 7 chords. Those popped up in a lot of songs. E7 was easy enough that I was able to jump into a song with it even though I’d never used it before Saturday. But a few of the others are going to take me more practice to be able to play in a song.

2 Likes

I’m chugging along. Things have been pretty wild here for the past month. I live just outside of Asheville, NC, and we got HAMMERED by tropical storm Helene. My home is largely okay. Just a little water damage and we’re waiting to see what insurance says about it. We were REALLY lucky in a lot of ways. It was an awful lot of rain and high wind, but the neighborhood lost very few trees and there was very little erosion/flooding type damage. Lower in the valley there was more of both. We were actually pretty isolated for a bit because very large trees were down over all the roads out. And there were some flooded spots that took a couple days to come down. Other parts of the area weren’t so lucky. The flooding scoured a lot of cement block buildings down to their foundations. A LOT of breweries here are out of business until they can rebuild. Some are gone entirely. We lost some music venues, too. Three outdoor venues were wiped out and at least one indoor venue was effectively destroyed. Two of those outdoor venues were closing at the end of the season, anyway (property issues, definitely not due to a lack of success), but they were both counting on the fall concert revenue to help them move. Utilities were destroyed. Power was out to well over a million people. There are still tens of thousands in more rugged and isolated areas who are without power. The water system in the city of Asheville was wiped out. 3 weeks with no water at all, and now the whole city is on a boil water notice because there’s so much incredibly fine sediment in the water that just won’t settle out. This is one of those times I am so glad to be on a community well. Even though our well pump was out until power was restored, we have a tank at the top of the hill that fed the house. We were letting friends come over and fill water jugs for drinking water, take warm showers, and even wash dishes.

Healing has been slow. I’ve been volunteering here and there. Donating supplies, delivering supplies from donation centers to the community, delivering water so people could flush their toilets, and so on. Music has absolutely been part of that healing.

You’ve probably heard about the massive Concert for the Carolinas in Charlotte that raised almost $25 million and had something like 85,000 people in attendance. Locally, musicians and artists have been showing up to offer little pieces of joy. Last night, I went to a fundraiser concert at Pisgah Brewing Company a stone’s throw from the wiped out Swannanoa. They organized the show in less than a week, had half a week of advertising, and they got 3 bands (Fireside Collective, The Red Clay Strays, and the Asheville Mountain Boys) for a family-friendly show that was raising money to rebuild people’s homes. A surprising number of people were in attendance given the short notice. Near the end of the show, members from all 3 bands got together for a rendition of “Angel From Montgomery” that just hit when everybody in the audience started to sing, also.

The way people have been coming together as a community in the aftermath of this storm is something I’ve never seen before. I’ve spoken to survivors of other major hurricane disasters (both Katrina and Andrew…pretty big ones) and they were astounded at how this community has responded. It’s the sort of thing that really makes me feel like this is home. Even before I moved here, it felt that way. But this just solidifies things. People are starting to find instruments in the storm debris and luthiers are coming forward offering to repair them if the owner is found.

The art community here is pretty heavily devastated with all the studios destroyed, but it’s really starting to feel like art and music are going to be the things that helps this community heal and rebuild itself.

There have been a lot of short-notice fundraiser concerts happening locally every couple of days. I was sad to learn that the Xmas Jam was cancelled for this December, but I do understand that an event of that magnitude is just going to be a strain on the city’s ability to handle it. Still, the charities that concert supports are the exact charities that are going to be essential in helping homes get rebuilt.

My own playing has been irregular. At times I’ve spent a LOT of time on the guitar and other times I just couldn’t feel it. I didn’t see my instructor for a couple of weeks. Thankfully he’s okay. But we’ve been back at it now for a couple weeks and making some progress. I’m having a hard time making “Wildflowers” by Tom Petty sound any good. I think this one will be a longer-term work in progress and I’ll spend more time on stuff that I’m seeing more steady progress with, and revisit from time to time.

My instructor is getting a bit more insistent about me learning barre chords. He’s had me just practicing the full F chord on its own so I can work out getting it to ring nice and clear. To change things up, I decided I wanted to start working on some songs that are more focused on electric guitar. The first one he decided to throw at me is Comfortably Numb with some good ol Bm barre chords in it (and also fretting the A chord with a little barre instead of my fingers all scrunched up because going to A from Bm that way is just easier). So I’ve been working on that this week and I’m not really having any problems getting clear tone out of the barre chords anymore. The part where I need to focus now is getting into that position fairly quickly so I can actually use barre chords in a song. I think I’ve found “the way” that I need to keep practicing to get it. I already noticed improvement making those barre chords this way.

And also for fun, he’s got me working on a blues riff that he’s going to teach me to improvise around.

2 Likes